AA is the biggest cult going these days that's not recognized as a religion. There is literally zero evidence that they do anything at all to help people recover from addiction. They're completely anti-science to prevent people from getting real help. Their cannon does in fact state that only God can help you. They attempt to alienate their members from their families and replace them.
Just read: http://www.silkworth.net/sociology/Soc63OCR.pdf
In fact, every addict I know who got clean did it without AA, and every addict in know who went the AA route is still an addict.
Indra, bro, my advice is to GO TO A PSYCHOLOGIST. Get treatment. The "Big Book" is a big book of fucking faith healing total bullshit written by a damn televangelist.
AA, in many cases, has a less than zero success rate, meaning that it actually keeps people addicted.
Oh, and read this too: http://www.orange-papers.org